My name is Pavlina
I wish to speak about my journey of curiosity of studying my character here. If you wish to read a short personal Biography, please go to:
www.jango.com/music/Pavlina
I have always been a very curious being and I have questioned many things. I still do. Most of my life I have been silent while observing human behavior and minding my own business doing my own thing. As much as I have been strong and faced many things on my own, I never realised how much negative attachments I myself had. I never realised how much emotional pain I had suppressed.
How do I know? I know exactly what I have healed and where I have gone with my mind to find answers. Although this is true to me, having the evidence I have been shown experimenting with my self going far more deeper with my clearings than with my clients, I have no need to prove I am correct. I wish to use my own founding's and speak what I learnt about energy to give others awareness of how we are unconsciously hurting each other and playing a part in creating each other as well. What one does with my information is for himself to decide. I am happy to help and give my guidance. I believe we are all one and when I help another, I feel I am helping my self. As much as I love to help others, I cannot make one believe, I can not take their hand and remove them from where they are not happy and I can not crawl into their mind and change their thinking. I can shift the energy that will move one in the right direction by their own body and soul naturally. Our body, soul and heart know the truth. It is our mind that is fooled so easy and drawn into the negative. It is our responsibility to seek best guidance in helping ourselves and it is up to us, to acknowledge what is having negative effect on our life, our body and our minds. The energy we feed, we grow. We give life to. We are responsible for what we give attention to. What we feed our mind.
After my second marriage break up, my soul took me on this crazy journey that was at times extremely hard because part of me felt I understood my self and part of me felt I had no idea who I was. There was hardly any one I could talk to and I was feeling out of place, out of this world and I just didn’t know what I was doing here. I wrote songs while having not much of a voice. I had music flowing through me having no idea about how to write or create music. Every part of me was working on something consciously or unconsciously and my biggest efforts went into healing my past and my self.
By accident I discovered just how deep the programming of creating us can go, when I decided to look deep into my energy while focusing on my behavior in the recorded performances of my music. I knew I found it easy to help others reading their energy and knowing what I had to clear and detach for them so I decided to work on me. I watched my body movements tapping into where I felt I lacked confidence or where I felt resistance. I sensed what negative experiences were taking my self worth, why I felt unworthy of some things in life, what was effecting my confidence, the judgement's I had of my self from all the unkind words spoken to me through out my life, emotions that were unresolved with people from past, what was blocking my power and ability to receive and create money and living in peace doing what I love. I went through my fears, my guilt, my issues with others, what I felt wasn't me in truth that was pointed out about me by others and so much more. I trusted my mind telling me the answers and my body and soul just kept pushing me to heal and clear everything I felt I had to. At times I felt heavily disturbed in my soul knowing what I was clearing from my energy. Not only was there my own emotional pain, etc. also others I collected I wasn’t aware of.
I did have lessons for couple years working on my voice and trying to finalize the song “One day I wish”, that was extremely important to me and the reason why I wished to learn how to sing and play guitar. Due to personal struggles and having hardly enough money, I was forced to work on my music and voice on my own. I was determined no matter what was happening around me. So every morning before work while having coffee, I watched my recordings and read my energy. I would watch the same videos for weeks, observing and also asking what to clear to improve my performance for me to flow naturally and peacefully. Here and there I would just do a vocal recording and go with my mind into the vibration of my voice to sense what I required to heal. Naturally my voice was becoming easier to listen to. As for my body movement with my music, that also naturally wanted to move to the rhythm. I did wish to create, and I sensed that my true character wanted to be alive fully and feel free through my performances.
While creating my voice, the idea came to my mind for my voice to have the vibration of pure love and give a powerful peaceful healing effect. I felt this could be another way of helping others to heal naturally. There were some things that were hard for me to face during this process. To make it more comfortable, I also used the clearings to be at peace with what I was facing and working on. Although at times it was challenging facing so much on my own, it showed me my own strength and power. What helped was my focus on my music and my creative mind. I finally produced 2 songs in 2019. One of the music videos I created completely on my own. Filmed and edited by me. I have more music to work on and release. It's my passion! I LOVE IT!
To view my videos go to:
One day I wish
youtu.be/CcyIk_n_LXY
Put your body next to mine
youtu.be/HDAzz7omPwc
Although I wish, I know I can not save the world. I can not save any one. I can only save myself. I can not speak and teach others that which I don’t live by. Although I have many experiences to back me up, I know I can’t make all people believe me, listen to me and feel what I feel. I can’t make them do anything. I understand that the energy of our body and soul hear and sense the truth and when we have no attachment or expectations of an outcome from what we speak, people are more willing to accept the truth. Our lives are in our own hands and what we allow to have control over us, is only ours to change and face. I have always felt uncomfortable when I didn’t feel safe in my body. When something had hold over me or control over me. It was always easy for me to make others happy and give what they desired. I just walked away when I had enough. I never asked anyone to promise me anything.
I never understood why it was hard for others to make me happy since I gave so easy. I now know that I was expecting it!! Through my healing process I disconnected my self from the energy of expecting anything from anyone. I started having no care for anyone to give me anything back. I can do so much for myself, I really have no need to expect. Yes it hurt intensely feeling rejected by the people I love, not giving me understanding and not being there when I needed someone just to hold me. I felt I didn’t deserve to be loved. I learnt to love myself completely not needing to be loved. The actions and words of people I loved over my life time took most of my strength and power. All the ugly words collected in my subconscious took control. I didn’t feel like creating money because it was just money even though I require it to live. I got very drunk at times not wanting to wake up! Instead I woke up as if another part of me healed ready to take on anything. I was over everything at one point. The healing. The layers of pain coming to surface to release and heal. And other shit I sensed and felt from others that wasn’t even mine. The day I was ready to completely say goodbye to this life, I not only realised my power to feel what something feels like at the speed of light, I decided to live this life the best I could, never allowing anything effect me or destroy me. I decided to connect to my full strength and find a way to survive being who I am. Pretending and blocking who I am is like walking around half dead. I have to feel fully alive being me. I also wished to make as many people smile and be the power of light for them! I don’t wish anyone to feel the negativity I have felt. I feel the happiest when I put a smile on someone’s face. It’s not about going down the rabbit hole for me. It’s about creating and living in peace standing in my strength and my true self with out judging my self. The true judgement's of me never had power over me negatively. They made me question and move forward. What took my power, was the ugly words spoken to me and the false judgement's of me, which I prefer to keep silent and dead. I healed it and created peace with it. When someone throws a punch at you, you can fight back. If your body gets cut or bruised, it heals. When people imprint false and negative ugly words in your subconscious over and over repeatedly, you start to think and believe negatively about your self. If it’s 10 people once a year that throw you an unkind word, it won’t effect you. If you have 100 critics out of 10000 people who love your music or what ever you are creating that’s nothing too because the amount of something accumulated in the higher number will always overpower the lower amount. People are unconsciously programming each other’s subconscious and energy with every interaction. Seeds are planted that we are unaware of. People are depressed and unhappy because they aren’t in their true energy. In truth, I believe, we are pure love energy. Take away the power of our and others ego and you have love and peace. I understand the power of mind control. I can only speak with love and strength and what I sense. Sometimes when I speak, tears fall because I sense and feel everything inside.
"If you know and understand repetitive words reprogram the belief in us, than you would understand every unkind and harsh word you speak to another is playing a part in creating us!"
Be kind to self and others. You never know what damage you are unconsciously doing to self and those around you.
"Our mind is a bit like “Star Wars.” The Dark Side are all our negative thoughts and projections of ourselves and others. The Light side are all the positive thoughts and projections of ourselves and others. Dark can not defeat the Light! What is the most powerful energy that exists? Although words are very powerful, I believe the energy of Pure Love is most powerful. Words can pull us down to depression, up lift us etc. What is the reason for us to make others feel they are less than another? What is the reason we judge others on the little information we are told? I’m not talking just the News! Every one! People around you! In relationships! In business! Everyone! Who feeds our mind with SHIT that has this power to take control over our belief, mind, life, etc. ? WHY DO WE ALLOW IT? Do you think for your self? Do you create your own true judgement on knowing the truth about a situation due to being present? How else can you truly know the truth unless you seen something with your own eyes or heard it with your own ears. Can you sense when something doesn’t feel right? And do you act on it? When people describe a story, they stretch the story at times, they leave information out, they point out the worst. This is what people create judgement on and bring others against each other! I’ve watched this all my life! Everywhere around me. Every one has always been so open in telling me anything and everything. I’ve listened, observed and kept all inside. This showed me to never take anyone’s side! What is the reason people are so afraid to confront others with what is bothering them, what is hurting them, what is effecting them, questioning, etc. We jump to defending our selves. We tell other’s what they should do or how they should feel. We say and do what others expect from us. The biggest fear we have I feel is being our selves. Being our truth! So let’s be ourselves, let’s judge nothing! Let others do what they need to do. Listen and have understanding when one asks. Be there in the way another needs. Be and project the energy of Pure Love along with your words. Do it because it feels right. Not because you want something in return. Pure love has no expectations. No judgement! When you come across some one with too much Dark side, let your Light hit their energy instead of allowing their Dark hit you! It is up to us as individuals to let go and face our Darkness at the right time. We all have it. It’s a challenge to be the Light continuously in this world being brought up all so differently. The more Light we can be, the better for ourselves and others around us." Pavlina
I wish to speak about my journey of curiosity of studying my character here. If you wish to read a short personal Biography, please go to:
www.jango.com/music/Pavlina
I have always been a very curious being and I have questioned many things. I still do. Most of my life I have been silent while observing human behavior and minding my own business doing my own thing. As much as I have been strong and faced many things on my own, I never realised how much negative attachments I myself had. I never realised how much emotional pain I had suppressed.
How do I know? I know exactly what I have healed and where I have gone with my mind to find answers. Although this is true to me, having the evidence I have been shown experimenting with my self going far more deeper with my clearings than with my clients, I have no need to prove I am correct. I wish to use my own founding's and speak what I learnt about energy to give others awareness of how we are unconsciously hurting each other and playing a part in creating each other as well. What one does with my information is for himself to decide. I am happy to help and give my guidance. I believe we are all one and when I help another, I feel I am helping my self. As much as I love to help others, I cannot make one believe, I can not take their hand and remove them from where they are not happy and I can not crawl into their mind and change their thinking. I can shift the energy that will move one in the right direction by their own body and soul naturally. Our body, soul and heart know the truth. It is our mind that is fooled so easy and drawn into the negative. It is our responsibility to seek best guidance in helping ourselves and it is up to us, to acknowledge what is having negative effect on our life, our body and our minds. The energy we feed, we grow. We give life to. We are responsible for what we give attention to. What we feed our mind.
After my second marriage break up, my soul took me on this crazy journey that was at times extremely hard because part of me felt I understood my self and part of me felt I had no idea who I was. There was hardly any one I could talk to and I was feeling out of place, out of this world and I just didn’t know what I was doing here. I wrote songs while having not much of a voice. I had music flowing through me having no idea about how to write or create music. Every part of me was working on something consciously or unconsciously and my biggest efforts went into healing my past and my self.
By accident I discovered just how deep the programming of creating us can go, when I decided to look deep into my energy while focusing on my behavior in the recorded performances of my music. I knew I found it easy to help others reading their energy and knowing what I had to clear and detach for them so I decided to work on me. I watched my body movements tapping into where I felt I lacked confidence or where I felt resistance. I sensed what negative experiences were taking my self worth, why I felt unworthy of some things in life, what was effecting my confidence, the judgement's I had of my self from all the unkind words spoken to me through out my life, emotions that were unresolved with people from past, what was blocking my power and ability to receive and create money and living in peace doing what I love. I went through my fears, my guilt, my issues with others, what I felt wasn't me in truth that was pointed out about me by others and so much more. I trusted my mind telling me the answers and my body and soul just kept pushing me to heal and clear everything I felt I had to. At times I felt heavily disturbed in my soul knowing what I was clearing from my energy. Not only was there my own emotional pain, etc. also others I collected I wasn’t aware of.
I did have lessons for couple years working on my voice and trying to finalize the song “One day I wish”, that was extremely important to me and the reason why I wished to learn how to sing and play guitar. Due to personal struggles and having hardly enough money, I was forced to work on my music and voice on my own. I was determined no matter what was happening around me. So every morning before work while having coffee, I watched my recordings and read my energy. I would watch the same videos for weeks, observing and also asking what to clear to improve my performance for me to flow naturally and peacefully. Here and there I would just do a vocal recording and go with my mind into the vibration of my voice to sense what I required to heal. Naturally my voice was becoming easier to listen to. As for my body movement with my music, that also naturally wanted to move to the rhythm. I did wish to create, and I sensed that my true character wanted to be alive fully and feel free through my performances.
While creating my voice, the idea came to my mind for my voice to have the vibration of pure love and give a powerful peaceful healing effect. I felt this could be another way of helping others to heal naturally. There were some things that were hard for me to face during this process. To make it more comfortable, I also used the clearings to be at peace with what I was facing and working on. Although at times it was challenging facing so much on my own, it showed me my own strength and power. What helped was my focus on my music and my creative mind. I finally produced 2 songs in 2019. One of the music videos I created completely on my own. Filmed and edited by me. I have more music to work on and release. It's my passion! I LOVE IT!
To view my videos go to:
One day I wish
youtu.be/CcyIk_n_LXY
Put your body next to mine
youtu.be/HDAzz7omPwc
Although I wish, I know I can not save the world. I can not save any one. I can only save myself. I can not speak and teach others that which I don’t live by. Although I have many experiences to back me up, I know I can’t make all people believe me, listen to me and feel what I feel. I can’t make them do anything. I understand that the energy of our body and soul hear and sense the truth and when we have no attachment or expectations of an outcome from what we speak, people are more willing to accept the truth. Our lives are in our own hands and what we allow to have control over us, is only ours to change and face. I have always felt uncomfortable when I didn’t feel safe in my body. When something had hold over me or control over me. It was always easy for me to make others happy and give what they desired. I just walked away when I had enough. I never asked anyone to promise me anything.
I never understood why it was hard for others to make me happy since I gave so easy. I now know that I was expecting it!! Through my healing process I disconnected my self from the energy of expecting anything from anyone. I started having no care for anyone to give me anything back. I can do so much for myself, I really have no need to expect. Yes it hurt intensely feeling rejected by the people I love, not giving me understanding and not being there when I needed someone just to hold me. I felt I didn’t deserve to be loved. I learnt to love myself completely not needing to be loved. The actions and words of people I loved over my life time took most of my strength and power. All the ugly words collected in my subconscious took control. I didn’t feel like creating money because it was just money even though I require it to live. I got very drunk at times not wanting to wake up! Instead I woke up as if another part of me healed ready to take on anything. I was over everything at one point. The healing. The layers of pain coming to surface to release and heal. And other shit I sensed and felt from others that wasn’t even mine. The day I was ready to completely say goodbye to this life, I not only realised my power to feel what something feels like at the speed of light, I decided to live this life the best I could, never allowing anything effect me or destroy me. I decided to connect to my full strength and find a way to survive being who I am. Pretending and blocking who I am is like walking around half dead. I have to feel fully alive being me. I also wished to make as many people smile and be the power of light for them! I don’t wish anyone to feel the negativity I have felt. I feel the happiest when I put a smile on someone’s face. It’s not about going down the rabbit hole for me. It’s about creating and living in peace standing in my strength and my true self with out judging my self. The true judgement's of me never had power over me negatively. They made me question and move forward. What took my power, was the ugly words spoken to me and the false judgement's of me, which I prefer to keep silent and dead. I healed it and created peace with it. When someone throws a punch at you, you can fight back. If your body gets cut or bruised, it heals. When people imprint false and negative ugly words in your subconscious over and over repeatedly, you start to think and believe negatively about your self. If it’s 10 people once a year that throw you an unkind word, it won’t effect you. If you have 100 critics out of 10000 people who love your music or what ever you are creating that’s nothing too because the amount of something accumulated in the higher number will always overpower the lower amount. People are unconsciously programming each other’s subconscious and energy with every interaction. Seeds are planted that we are unaware of. People are depressed and unhappy because they aren’t in their true energy. In truth, I believe, we are pure love energy. Take away the power of our and others ego and you have love and peace. I understand the power of mind control. I can only speak with love and strength and what I sense. Sometimes when I speak, tears fall because I sense and feel everything inside.
"If you know and understand repetitive words reprogram the belief in us, than you would understand every unkind and harsh word you speak to another is playing a part in creating us!"
Be kind to self and others. You never know what damage you are unconsciously doing to self and those around you.
"Our mind is a bit like “Star Wars.” The Dark Side are all our negative thoughts and projections of ourselves and others. The Light side are all the positive thoughts and projections of ourselves and others. Dark can not defeat the Light! What is the most powerful energy that exists? Although words are very powerful, I believe the energy of Pure Love is most powerful. Words can pull us down to depression, up lift us etc. What is the reason for us to make others feel they are less than another? What is the reason we judge others on the little information we are told? I’m not talking just the News! Every one! People around you! In relationships! In business! Everyone! Who feeds our mind with SHIT that has this power to take control over our belief, mind, life, etc. ? WHY DO WE ALLOW IT? Do you think for your self? Do you create your own true judgement on knowing the truth about a situation due to being present? How else can you truly know the truth unless you seen something with your own eyes or heard it with your own ears. Can you sense when something doesn’t feel right? And do you act on it? When people describe a story, they stretch the story at times, they leave information out, they point out the worst. This is what people create judgement on and bring others against each other! I’ve watched this all my life! Everywhere around me. Every one has always been so open in telling me anything and everything. I’ve listened, observed and kept all inside. This showed me to never take anyone’s side! What is the reason people are so afraid to confront others with what is bothering them, what is hurting them, what is effecting them, questioning, etc. We jump to defending our selves. We tell other’s what they should do or how they should feel. We say and do what others expect from us. The biggest fear we have I feel is being our selves. Being our truth! So let’s be ourselves, let’s judge nothing! Let others do what they need to do. Listen and have understanding when one asks. Be there in the way another needs. Be and project the energy of Pure Love along with your words. Do it because it feels right. Not because you want something in return. Pure love has no expectations. No judgement! When you come across some one with too much Dark side, let your Light hit their energy instead of allowing their Dark hit you! It is up to us as individuals to let go and face our Darkness at the right time. We all have it. It’s a challenge to be the Light continuously in this world being brought up all so differently. The more Light we can be, the better for ourselves and others around us." Pavlina